Very much interested in either a Project 365 again or Project 52. The Conversation in Poetry perhaps too. Replying to Kit's post from September. Unable to offer any assistance in running things - too many family commitments at present and study too.
LOVED being part of this - wish we could all get together in person and just yarn around a fire or something - just once... Or at least some of us.
The purpose of this blog is to facilitate discussions by the participants about Project 366
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Friday, December 30, 2016
Sarah St Vincent Welch - the experience of Project 366 (Project 365+1)
A friend died in a head-on car crash a year
ago. Cathy was a runner, and she was driving home from an event that was a goal
for her, that she had planned and trained for, that she exhilarated in
completing. She was with her best friend, Helen, and she died too. I cannot yet
comprehend it, and probably never will. Like with the deaths of other friends
and colleagues, my response eventually was, to just try and live. To do things.
Like a great dark clumsy submerged creature asleep, I stirred, listening, what
could I do, what could I do?
Just before New Year 2016 Lizz Murphy told
me about Project 366, and hell, Kit and Anna were getting it going (friends
from Sydney in the 1980s). Why not do it I thought? I had been feeling other
calls, having moved from Sydney in the late 80s for study and work, the
association and allegiances of that time in Sydney so dear, Poets Union, the
workshops of No Regrets, Left and Feminist, and poetry readings in Newtown and
Redfern, and I decided, yes, I will try to do this post a day thing, be with
these dear people, meet new ones. Me, someone who writes, but doesn’t publish
very much, doesn’t send my work out through fear that it’s not good enough, who
has mainly written short fiction and an unpublished novel, and part of another,
whose prose is poetic, poetry is prosey, who doesn’t know where to try to be
with my writing.
Kit suggested I think whether I could
manage the post a day thing, and I figured if a photo could count too if no
words were there for me that day (which seemed quite possible) I would try. I have managed to post a poem and image every
day. For me to keep producing something however small or light has meant a
great deal to me, and to be connected to other poets and artists, to be part of their
day as they are part of mine, has been so good. Over the year I have thought if
this participation in Project 366 is the major creative output in my life, then
I am happy. I am blessed. And I thank this Project 366 (aka Project 365 + 1) community
and especially Kit and Anna and everyone who has done some administering and
helping out over the year, everyone who has been so generous with their creativity
and friendship.
I wake and the first thing I do is read
what is new on the project, and often it is the last thing I do as I go to
sleep. Dylan, my husband, has joined recently and I have watched others’
appreciation of his connection with animals and landscapes, and seen him walk
and find and wander, finding time in his busy work life, to find and make images.
Project 366 is such a good space.
At first I wanted to document all the connections
and currents and responses I felt and perceived in all the poems and art, but
realised I wouldn’t be able to do a post a day if I did that. I would have loved
to have done that.
I feel more legitimacy as a writer through
this project. I have become more comfortable with showing pieces in this way. I
have attempted new forms for me, sought advice when I didn’t quite get how to
make them. I have become interested in rhyme, something I have disdained in the
past. I am more attune to my own patterns of creating. I have been doing other
creative work, as we all have, along with this project. But Project 366 is a
current running through it all, and I have felt to be in great, generous, kind company.
I have always wanted to comment and respond and engage more, but am often staggering
to the line with my poem at 11.59 pm. Often in awe of others.
In terms of practice I notice I sometimes travel
over the same territory again, re-remembering, and I realise that is OK.
The photographic element has surprised me.
The ease of using the iphone as a camera, and its unexpected quality, has
enabled the image project to travel with me and be something in itself. I have
noticed how much I enjoy details and textures, how much I dwell on them whether
I am taking a photo, writing a poem, or not. How much joy that observation
brings me. Shadows and dreams were what I told Kit 2016 would be about, and it
has been, as well as other things. I often turn to my recent catch of images to
find inspiration for a poem, match them with the inspiration of others’ poems
or art, to see how they might work off each other.
I didn’t want my quick visual capture of
images to override what I was trying with words, which is a more laborious
process sometimes, more fearful. Then I realised the photos weren’t just an illustration
but part of the project, my noticing and capturing and framing in the visual
world a parallel journey to the one in language, perhaps the same journey. I am
often thinking about the same things, even subliminally, when noticing that
potential photo, framing it, or asking for a poem, for words to form.
I admire the groups political poems, and
want to find the voice for my own. I go there sometimes, but it wrecks me
emotionally, and I have to go back to nature, memory etc to rebalance, to be able
to create again the next day.
Friday, December 2, 2016
The Disconnect
(And a summing up.)
Not meaning to sound negative for its own sake, but because project 366 was an experiment and so I guess everyone's experience is of interest –
Participating in June was a joyous experience for me. I loved the work I was exposed to and the sense of community. I didn't continue longer although Effie invited me to, because of being busy elsewhere; then regretted that and made noises about rejoining, but they went unheard – and it soon became obvious that I really am so busy elsewhere that it's hard to take on more for very long.
Also I already write nearly every day – often every day – and am very much involved in other online poetic groups and communities, so can get some of the benefits elsewhere. (366 had a more carefree feeling than most, probably because it came with fewer responsibilities, and that was particularly delightful.)
Most of that I've said before, but it's part of the account.
I thought I would continue to read and enjoy the posts, particularly as I arranged to do a little behind-the-scenes admin work. But it didn't turn out that way.
One problem was that I had huge internet access problems for a number of weeks, which took time, effort and persistence to sort out. I think, also, not being part of the daily interactions resulted in a gradual distancing.
I want to come back and read things in December, when I expect a bit more free time; and I do hope Project 366 will remain online as an archive, regardless of the creation of an anthology.
I like the idea of an anthology, and will of course hope to be included.
I like the idea of a Project 52. I like the idea of a 'Conversation in Poetry'. And even of a new Project 365. And earlier on I was declaring myself 'in' for such future endeavours. But now I'm reneging. I'm involved in more than enough writing, editing and publishing commitments to be going on with. Sorry!
I wonder what happened to others who participated for a month only. Do they miss it? (I do, but not enough any more – though at first exceedingly.) Or are they so busy with other things that it is largely forgotten? What do they feel they got out of it? (I have already indicated what I did – joy, delight, a strong sense of community – and yes, an experience of being in a poetic conversation, though not as directly and overtly as Kit seems to have had in mind.)
I also wonder what the experience has been for those involved for the whole year?
Not meaning to sound negative for its own sake, but because project 366 was an experiment and so I guess everyone's experience is of interest –
Participating in June was a joyous experience for me. I loved the work I was exposed to and the sense of community. I didn't continue longer although Effie invited me to, because of being busy elsewhere; then regretted that and made noises about rejoining, but they went unheard – and it soon became obvious that I really am so busy elsewhere that it's hard to take on more for very long.
Also I already write nearly every day – often every day – and am very much involved in other online poetic groups and communities, so can get some of the benefits elsewhere. (366 had a more carefree feeling than most, probably because it came with fewer responsibilities, and that was particularly delightful.)
Most of that I've said before, but it's part of the account.
I thought I would continue to read and enjoy the posts, particularly as I arranged to do a little behind-the-scenes admin work. But it didn't turn out that way.
One problem was that I had huge internet access problems for a number of weeks, which took time, effort and persistence to sort out. I think, also, not being part of the daily interactions resulted in a gradual distancing.
I want to come back and read things in December, when I expect a bit more free time; and I do hope Project 366 will remain online as an archive, regardless of the creation of an anthology.
I like the idea of an anthology, and will of course hope to be included.
I like the idea of a Project 52. I like the idea of a 'Conversation in Poetry'. And even of a new Project 365. And earlier on I was declaring myself 'in' for such future endeavours. But now I'm reneging. I'm involved in more than enough writing, editing and publishing commitments to be going on with. Sorry!
I wonder what happened to others who participated for a month only. Do they miss it? (I do, but not enough any more – though at first exceedingly.) Or are they so busy with other things that it is largely forgotten? What do they feel they got out of it? (I have already indicated what I did – joy, delight, a strong sense of community – and yes, an experience of being in a poetic conversation, though not as directly and overtly as Kit seems to have had in mind.)
I also wonder what the experience has been for those involved for the whole year?
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